What's to come

After 10 years of having this in my head, my practice is taking a step back to move forward!!

Buildings.

The urban format of buildings, there underlying truths and histories, and ‘grotty’ presence and importance is simply fascinating. They can be painted, highlighted with commercial presence, yet remain the same, under new identities but leave a trail untouched unless destructed by those who want to change for there own self greed.
Yet what walks past, the continuous flow of generations of people, what makes them stand alone as specific importance and innocent strands creatively is vast yet so very judged. I want the untouched next to the touched; the importance of what makes a generation special, what can influence these structures, and how it affects the future.
I use children mainly to highlight these surroundings, as we all grow in these vast areas that seem so unimportant, until we age, and view our own past, filling it with nostalgic importance. It’s what shapes us, like territorial markings of where we have been, and what we have seen.

So, artistically, what will we gain from all this?

Ok, I have been thinking, what am I attempting to get out of the escort fad, what can it produce artistically? Well, I am looking to document my experiences, perhaps going further into a feature docu film also. It is definitely a business targeted at for stigmas that have been attached, but also one people care about enough to be secretly interested in!
The make escort site is a two fold business, yes smutty it can be, but also a business of certain dig matey for those who look at it to make a living and have self respect and morals within! So going forward, expect more updates, and see where all this leads to!
I am expecting my first real client in one month as I have been booked in!

Dry spell!!!

Well we reach the middle of the week, amidst the middle of the month! I await my first main booking, as that is in April, and it seems as with everything else, that paydays affect most things, including hiring me.
So far I have actually had a ton of interest, with much from men also. But so many must simple be voyeurs as the idea of it appeals most! Naturally, some women see apprehensive but excited of the prospect, with others wanting too much creative control of out of hour, and out of payment ideas!!!
So I continue my second week, awaiting the second phone to call, with my email also! But as with last weekend I expect some to contact again! Well, we shall see, so stay tuned into my wacky world and this current project!!

The things we do eh!!!!

Well as a writer for thecarni.com it's always challenging! And as an artist myself I love to challenge things, especially myself! So one thing I have been looking into, which has had much publication over the last few years is escorting! Male escorting is what I wanted to look into and find out more about. So with time on my side I decided to take it serious and see where my challenges were within that industry!
The main thing I have found this far is 'time waisters', as this seems to be a big issue in this business! At first you get calls, wanted in high demand it seems, but many just seemingly like the idea of what could happen! Like mind games!
But anyhow I am sticking to it, and seeing where this can take me! So keep watching in as more to be revealed as I have it!